Sooner rather than later

This, I guess, deserves to be here. It took effort ok!

Twas the morning of Wednesday and all through the streets, not a creature was stirring save my gas pedal pushing feet. 
I zoomed and I raced to get there before four, to get there fast enough and see her face once more.
 
As I reached her house under a blanket of stars, my heart skipped a beat as she yelled from afar. 
"Are you sure you have the right house?" she asked me amused, I laughed awkwardly as my ego was bruised. 
She walked towards me not wearing her shoes, I hugged her warmly, my inspiration, my muse. 
 
We walked and we talked and we kissed and we smiled, we spooned and we hugged our passion went wild.
As we ended up on her couch I did something I regret, something disrepectful that I'd wish she'd forget.
She stared at me blankly, irritated at best, my mind went full retard as it became such a mess.
"I'm so sorry," I said, apologising profusely, she smiled and she said to me ever so cooly.
"You have to promise me two things," they ended up as four, most importantly "I cant break your heart anymore."
I agreed to her wish and told her my own, "dont fall in love with me," it isnt something I'd condone.
As we said our goodbyes and sealed the rules with a kiss, I knew it'd be rare for another night such as this.
But a guy can hope and wish for another, it was a few hours of bliss spending time with each other.
　
I do hope my actions didn't cause you to hate me, my fears are more stronger than the need of you to date me.
I wish I could rewind time and take it all back, my guilt and my fears screaming, "Boy, have some tact."
 
It was a good night although the time spent was hardly enough, the walk back to my car was for me "Damn, really tough".
So I leave this message with a hope and a prayer, that we might spend time again sooner rather than later.